“Understanding Anger Lecture 5 – Emperors and Slaves Above the Passions: Stoic Philosophers on Anger”

Lecture 5 in a year-long series on understanding anger by Dr. Sadler:

Just finished up watching that one this morning. Hmm…I’d make a shitty Stoic.  ha

Words of Hunter S. Thompson are finally really sinking in

I blogged about this several years ago through another venue and feel like dragging the topic over here now. Hard to imagine Hunter S. Thompson’s been dead a whole decade (as of last month)…

Won’t pretend I’m okay with the manner in which he chose to take his life, with his family in the next room, but that’s a separate topic for another time.

Tonight I want to share a few excerpts from pieces he’d written:

The hippies, who had never really believed they were the wave of the future anyway, saw the election results as brutal confirmation of the futility of fighting the establishment on its own terms. There had to be a whole new scene, they said, and the only way to do it was to make the big move — either figuratively or literally — from Berkeley to the Haight-Ashbury, from pragmatism to mysticism, from politics to dope… The thrust is no longer for “change” or “progress” or “revolution,” but merely to escape, to live on the far perimeter of a world that might have been.

* “The Hashbury is the Capital of the Hippies” (May 1967)
In a nation run by swine, all pigs are upward-mobile and the rest of us are fucked until we can put our acts together: Not necessarily to Win, but mainly to keep from Losing Completely.

* Gonzo Papers, Vol. 1: The Great Shark Hunt: Strange Tales from a Strange Time (1979)
There are times, however, and this is one of them, when even being right feels wrong. What do you say, for instance, about a generation that has been taught that rain is poison and sex is death? If making love might be fatal and if a cool spring breeze on any summer afternoon can turn a crystal blue lake into a puddle of black poison right in front of your eyes, there is not much left except TV and relentless masturbation. It’s a strange world. Some people get rich and others eat shit and die. Who knows? If there is in fact, a heaven and a hell, all we know for sure is that hell will be a viciously overcrowded version of Phoenix — a clean well lighted place full of sunshine and bromides and fast cars where almost everybody seems vaguely happy, except those who know in their hearts what is missing… And being driven slowly and quietly into the kind of terminal craziness that comes with finally understanding that the one thing you want is not there. Missing. Back-ordered. No tengo. Vaya con dios. Grow up! Small is better. Take what you can get…

* Gonzo Papers, Vol. 2: Generation of Swine: Tales of Shame and Degradation in the ’80s (1988)
There is a huge body of evidence to support the notion that me and the police were put on this earth to do extremely different things and never to mingle professionally with each other, except at official functions, when we all wear ties and drink heavily and whoop it up like the natural, good-humored wild boys that we know in our hearts that we are..These occasions are rare, but they happen — despite the forked tongue of fate that has put us forever on different paths…

* “Fear and Loathing in Elko” Rolling Stone (1992-01-23)
Like most of the others, I was a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, and at times a stupid hell-raiser. I was never idle long enough to do much thinking, but I felt somehow that my instincts were right. I shared a vagrant optimism that some of us were making real progress, that we had taken an honest road, and that the best of us would inevitably make it over the top. At the same time, I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, that we were all actors, kidding ourselves along on a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between these two poles – a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other – that kept me going.

* The Rum Diary
When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro.

* “Fear and Loathing at the Super Bowl” (Rolling Stone #155, February 28, 1974)
Interviewer: “But speaking of rules, you’ve been arrested dozens of times in your life. Specific incidents aside, what’s common to these run-ins? Where do you stand vis-à-vis the law?”
HST: “Goddammit. Yeah, I have. First, there’s a huge difference between being arrested and being guilty. Second, see, the law changes and I don’t. How I stand vis-à-vis the law at any given moment depends on the law. The law can change from state to state, from nation to nation, from city to city. I guess I have to go by a higher law. How’s that? Yeah, I consider myself a road man for the lords of karma.”

* Salon interview (2003-02-03)
We are turning into a nation of whimpering slaves to Fear — fear of war, fear of poverty, fear of random terrorism, fear of getting down-sized or fired because of the plunging economy, fear of getting evicted for bad debts, or suddenly getting locked up in a military detention camp on vague charges of being a Terrorist sympathizer.

* “Extreme behavior in Aspen” (2003-02-03)
If you’re going to be crazy, you have to get paid for it or else you’re going to be locked up.

* BankRate.com Interview (2004-11-01)


An interesting change of pace (reading material)

On Saturday morning I finished the book Reave the Just and Other Tales by Stephen R. Donaldson. Excellent book. Loved all the stories therein. This author is a terrific writer, at least here, this being the only book I’ve read by him thus far. I especially liked the tales “Penance,” “Reave the Just,” “The Djinn Who Watches Over The Accursed” and “By Any Other Name” — those were my personal favorites, but I honestly loved them all. Definitely got my imagination churning the entire way through. This book is a new favorite that I plan to share with a couple others as a gift.

Took a break from reading a couple books by Warren Farrell, and The Portable Nietzsche remains on hold indefinitely (in part 4 of Thus Spoke Zarathustra — interesting read, just backing up for now). Needed to break away and read something else, especially considering how saturated I am with MRA/MGTOW-related chatter online.

Later today I began reading Leonard Mlodinow and Deepak Chopra’s War of the Worldviews: Science vs. Spirituality, which I watched an interview on a while back. Only a couple essays in, but definitely curious to learn what these two come up with. I had previously listened to Leonard Mlodinow‘s audiobook version of Subliminal: How Your Unconscious Mind Rules Your Behavior and really appreciated it. Back before then I had listened to Deepak Chopra’s The Third Jesus on audiobook format and didn’t terribly care for it, to be honest. But I’m coming into this new book with an open mind, just exercising my curiosity and interested to see what comes of their dialogues.